Monday, February 15, 2010

My Dad Pete, Love Gloria

It took me a while to gather my thoughts. I was there with my Dad when he drifted away. My head tells me I want him back. I don't want to let him go. I fell sad when I think about him. I miss talking to him I would spend a lot of time talking to my dad. He loved to be out side in the sun. I feel lonely sometimes, I miss laughing with him, i miss asking him question i didn't understand, he was always confuting me when things weren't fair. He was always there for me. He was a good father, Friend and Grandfather.

I will take it one day at a time. I believe he died at home. and not alone. I was there when he took his last breath. I looked at him and told him it was OK to go and that Jesus Loves him.

My heart tells me he is gone and won't be back. He will always be in my heat. I love all my memories. I finally let him go. He's with is family and is keeping a place for us when it is our time.

I think most of all I miss cooking for him and taking him to the market. He would get so happy to be out. I miss playing games with him, our last game we had was Thanksgiving he said that was the best day ever. He won 3 games without any help. I cam smile now because he is home. If God gives us each an angel I want him and Fay to be mine. I love you Dad! Anyone who reads this Love your Family because they won't always be there.
Love You Always,

Your Daughter Gloria Jean

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